Listen to the voice inside

2011-09-05T01:50:00.001+08:00

其实我要谢谢你，和你在一起，我真的我到不可以再我了。=)

你呢？

2011-08-26T00:27:00.000+08:00

没有期望就没有失望了。

还是管好我自己吧。

2011-08-07T02:06:00.000+08:00

你不会知道的。

可是我很在乎

2011-08-06T22:54:00.000+08:00

七夕情人节快乐

2011-08-03T22:58:00.002+08:00

我要的不只是让你知道我很爱你，而是想要知道你是比我爱你还要爱我的。

我真是可笑。。可不可以留一点尊严给自己啊？

2011-08-03T22:51:00.000+08:00

我他妈的认真。

为什么幸福他不能逗留久一点？？？？？？

2011-07-31T23:55:00.002+08:00

I guess i will be fine tmr again.

As usual.

2011-07-31T23:38:00.000+08:00

没有希望就不会有失望。

不是什么都理所当然的。

2011-07-27T00:22:00.003+08:00

你不了解我。

什么都要说出口，就真的没有意思了。

伤心后眼泪干了并不表示没有伤心过。

2011-07-18T15:19:00.002+08:00

不是应该先考虑我的感受吗？

哈。。

出发点还是不是我。

终点是我又怎样。

又要假装没事了。

2011-07-13T00:29:00.001+08:00

我不会再强求了。

2011-07-11T23:46:00.002+08:00

其实我的压力大到我的头快爆炸了！

我的Tank要满了 =(

可是你睡了。

2011-07-11T23:24:00.003+08:00

糟糕，我习惯了。

我不知道自己是不是一直再追着你跑，还是希望你跟我一起跑。

还是还是为了你，我不要跑。。

最后最后，我们都还在原地。

还是，就只有我？

2011-07-11T21:56:00.001+08:00

我如果不开心，你会知道吗？

2011-07-10T23:49:00.001+08:00

不要有希望，就不会失望吧。

2011-07-08T00:35:00.003+08:00

偶尔

也想要一个人放空，无所事事的过一天，看着天空也好，看着人群也好，脑袋里可以什么都想，也可以什么都不要想。

我也希望，什么都不说，你也可以主动来关心我。

我的自尊心和你一样强，有时候没办法‘暗示’的太多。

我知道你爱我，可是你真的可以接受我的一切吗？

我不一样，你能接受吗？

我是我，我不想变成你想象中的我。

就好像我爱你，

因为你就是你。

我住在你心里，还是住在你的脑袋里？

2011-07-01T01:26:00.002+08:00

To：自己

是时候面对现实，做自己该做的事了吧。

现在只有你一个人，要用自己的力量去解决问题。

你明明就知道自己可以，要勇敢，要有信心。

没有人可以为了谁而活，既然有使命，就得去完成。

虽然很孤单，但是是你最有把握且也很喜欢做的事。

要记住当初的梦想，说好的。

你知道当初的梦想一直没有变，

变的只是身边的人事物罢了。

突然间出现了一个比梦想还重要的人，

所以不知所错，变得害怕失去。

但是这样不对，你要变成一个更值得被爱的人。

你要变的更强。帮助和相信你的人太多了，

不可以让他们失望。

你很幸运，听懂了没？

你的实力不仅仅是这样而已。

你知道的。

现在开始，你要相信自己。

因为可以改变一切的就是你自己。

加油！

2011-06-27T01:24:00.001+08:00

其实我很讨厌解释。

2011-06-26T23:28:00.002+08:00

为了服装设计的梦想，我放弃了音乐。

他们都说可以拥有两个梦，但是我觉得不可能。

老天爷很公平的。

可是突然觉得好对不起那个很喜欢音乐的自己。

因为我依然很喜欢音乐，很喜欢乐器，很喜欢唱歌。

我没有后悔，只是长大了，

了解到很多事都没法事与愿违。

我没有很勇敢，因为我只是选择一个自己很有把握的事。

要加油加油再加油才可以！

2011-06-26T22:33:00.003+08:00

I've been building walls around me for years, now it has become so high that i can't even see the world outside.

我怎么了？

I think we like to complicate things

when it is really quite simple;

find what it is that makes you happy

and who it is that makes you happy

and you are set.

Promise.

叫你不管，你就真的不管了，大笨蛋！

我们没有办法用心沟通吗？

可不可以不要每件事都经过大脑？＝（

2011-06-13T01:09:00.001+08:00

为什么要今天告诉我？

你真的很讨厌。

2011-06-11T01:24:00.000+08:00

靠自己。

2011-06-09T00:58:00.001+08:00

Trying too hard.

Why is it the other way round?

No?

2011-06-06T18:44:00.000+08:00

你是真的在乎吗？

2011-06-03T13:08:00.001+08:00

不想把它当一回事，它却变成了一回事。

我的不安全感来自于你 =(

2011-05-30T00:45:00.001+08:00

如果可以不要那么在乎就好了。

做不到。

2011-05-30T00:38:00.001+08:00

为什么会想哭呢？

Self Denial.

2011-05-26T00:46:00.009+08:00

我发现当我难过，烦躁，压力大和生气时，你不知道要怎么办,或当没有事发生。

可是流过的眼泪已是事实=(

下雨了。

又要假装没事发生了，不过应该也没算有事情发生吧，只是莫名的难过罢了。

好大的雨。

2011-05-18T02:32:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY BB!

希望你永远开开心心，健健康康，

黑黑胖胖，平平安安！！！

2011-05-18T02:30:00.001+08:00

我很开心，我很幸福，我很开心，我很幸福，我很开心，我很努力，我很累。

2011-05-10T23:45:00.000+08:00

2011-05-09T00:53:00.001+08:00

2011-05-05T23:26:00.000+08:00

disappointed again

2011-05-03T23:48:00.001+08:00

爱一个人真的好想为他做好多好多的事。。＝）

2011-04-23T02:40:00.000+08:00

我是不是在自己骗自己呢？

2011-03-02T23:48:00.004+08:00

我只是希望我需要你的时候，你能在我身边就好了。

2011-02-14T17:18:00.005+08:00

今天是情人节， Happy V-day to ALL! ＝）

2011-02-14T16:56:00.002+08:00

我懂。
你们说的我早就懂了。
只是我不甘心，我不想因为这个社会是这样，
我就委曲求全。。
活着应该不是要这样吧。。
那和傀儡没两样，不是吗？
我相信我会找到一个平衡点的。
其实真的不是固执不固执。。
也不是接不接受他人的意见的问题。
只是大家不同。。
使用右脑和左脑生活的人本来就不同。
只是使用左脑的人是少数，
所以常常都是他们妥协，
常常都是他们试着进入右脑人的世界。
但并不表示，他们没想法。
没有想要坚持的动力。。
可能是心有余而力不足吧。。
无奈总是比较多。。
左脑人好像注定比较孤单吧。
因为就算右脑人有兴趣参观左脑人的世界，
大多数的他们都只是在门外观赏罢了，
偶尔可能会进来走一圈，
但留下来的人少之又少。。。

2011-02-09T11:40:00.001+08:00

超级大笨蛋！！！！！！！

;((((((

2011-01-19T00:31:00.001+08:00

我是超级大白痴 .

2011-01-05T03:04:00.002+08:00

i'm officially 23 now! Cheerios!
need to stock more sk2 and eye cream liao.
Sadded.

But i had a great bdae celebration with Mr Chew <3
i really feel blessed to have him with me this year!
Many many more to go!
so Mr chew next year i oso want cake hor!! =D

i feel super blessed too with so many chao ji hao peng you!!=D
yuan lai, those who are meant to be in ur life will nv choose to leave at all.
I'm glad there are so many of them staying.
<3

Notes to myself:
i wont force things to fall in place i want them to be anymore
23 this year, i must learn to let go and start cherishing instead.
I hope uncvrd can make it big or at least have a better foundation this year.
its my baby!!!I'm not gonna give it up!
so regardless of all the shitty stuffs, i shall endure!
one day i will taste the fruits =D
jiayou jiayou jiayou huihui!!!

actually since young, my wishes have all been the same. Just that this yr, i included my lao da.
so pls por bee and make my wishes come true ok?

<3 my family, friends and YOU

2011-01-01T22:21:00.002+08:00

2011年，我要变得更强！

希望我爱的大家开开心心，健健康康，平平安安就好

2011年的第一天，我玩得很开心!=D

期待星期一

2010-12-21T01:26:00.002+08:00

This Christmas don't feel the same anymore.

I guessed i should move on, the more i thought we could go back to how we used to be, always ended up with more disappointment.

I put in effort to maintain our friendship, but i feel taken for granted.

And now i realised, even if things turned out this way,

nothing's gonna work anymore.

Tired.

Who's right or wrong, doesn't matter to me anymore.

Whoever matters and care, will stay eventually.

I dunno who will stay throughout but i'm staying for sure.

If i matter to you as a friend,

pls stay cos i wont leave.

Anw, I'm lucky enough to have my Mr Chew with me this X'mas right? =D

2 more days and you will regain ur freedom!

Whee~

Katong laksa and koi are smiling at us already =D

Gambatte Yo~

2010-12-21T01:24:00.000+08:00

This song is stucked in my head for the longest time ever=D

but i'm loving it =D

2010-12-21T01:00:00.003+08:00

终于终于看完了《《第36个故事》》。

台北真的好美，好美。

第一次让我喜欢上城市生活，

不过在新加坡有点困难吧。

我想我追求的不但但只有梦想，还有一种属于我自己的生活方式吧＝）

电影里问道：

1）如果人生有两个选择，一个是读书，另一个是环游世界，你的答案会是什么？

2）在你的心里，最有价值的东西是什么？

3）如果不用到金钱，以物换物的话，你最希望换到什么？

除了第一题之外，我想了很久。。

环游世界，纯真，快乐。

2010-12-19T23:27:00.002+08:00

2010年：

我创了业，设了品牌.
然后遇见他，爱上他＝）
接着，去了台湾也去了日本，
虽然期间穿插了很多只有我自己知道的苦事，
但是也没什么好埋怨的了。
所以

2011年：

我会带着满满的爱，继续爱你。
也会为我的事业努力奋斗
因为我终于有了想要保护和维持梦想的推动力。
不但但只是想要实现它而已。
我希望我们家不用在为钱烦恼
大家都平平安安，健健康康，开开心心就好了。
我也希望我能越来越年轻！
加油加油！！！

2010-12-18T00:25:00.002+08:00

曾经有一扇门，很希望会有人打开它，进入到它另一边的世界。
这扇门的主人常常故意的把门打开，希望会有人主动的走进来。
因为主人觉得那个世界好美，毫无保留的想要和全世界分享。。
是。偶尔的确有人走进来，但绕了一圈，最后还是又走出了。
而久而久之，许多人则是选择在门外观赏。
虽然有些无奈，但是主人还是依然努力的把另一边的世界变的更加美丽。
门外的人越来越多，而在另一边的主人也累了。。
于是，主人最近想要把这扇门给锁上了。
因为没有人真正想要来到她的那一个世界。
但是这样好吗？

主人是个矛盾的外星人。

X.X

2010-11-17T22:44:00.000+08:00

Naise=)

2010-11-17T22:23:00.003+08:00

好的定义是什么，不好的定义又是什么？

当你的好不等于我的好，我的不好不等于你的不好时，什么又是好的呢？

往往当你想要做到最好时，会不会最终还是变成了他人的不好？

可不可以黑白分明一点。

讨厌灰，讨厌猜，更讨厌

什么都不好。

－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－

开始倒数 9 天。

2010-11-13T02:01:00.004+08:00

"Lucky Brothers get new lease of life"

cm just showed me this latest interview of Bryan and Brendon on the straits time ytd.

i recalled the period when they are undergoing the transplant.

i was there to witness part of the process.

i remember Brendon playing lego while doing his transplant.

he was playing and enjoying so much he didnt sense any pain, we thought

maybe it wasnt as painful as we think.

n the transplant went on very well for Brendon.

But things didnt go as smoothly for Bryan for his transplant one year later.

his body rejected his donor's stem cell and his condition was so critical that he was

declared only 50% chance of living.

he went through alot of major operations and one of his eye even went blind in the process.

Thank God, miracle happen ultimately, n his condition changed for the better suddenly.

he told us its bcos he saw my grandfather in his dream during his most critical operation and my grandfather asked him to come back and he dont belong to their world yet.

this may sound unbelievable but nonetheless, Bryan returned to a better state gradually ever since. THANKS

Its not easy for us to understand the trauma and pain the family n them suffered during that period.

its really too much for us to really understand what they went through.

but im so glad they made it through afterall.

i witnessed their friends who didnt mk it through with them

its really depressing.

i feel sad for them.

they shldnt be the ones suffering..right?

they are nt brought to this world to suffer in the first place, are they?

We should all cherish whatever we have now, for we are way too lucky than them

and any other kids who are fighting a battle in the hospital now.

What more can we ask for besides gd health and happiness?

2010-11-07T22:52:00.000+08:00

Speedy Recovery Pls Mr Chew !=(

2010-11-07T21:06:00.003+08:00

30th Oct 2010 marked the end of my virgin Tokyo trip!

Glad to be back before typhoon hit Japan on the very same day.

Frequent n disturbing turbulences on the plane though.

but glad all is safe.

n i must say its a really fruitful trip..

maybe japan fashion has always been my source of inspiration.

n i get to see my muse everywhereeeee

how great!

love their shop display especially!!

y isnt Parco singapore likdat!

anw.cant wait to renovate my store next april!

floating with ideas now

woohoo~~~

we had interesting workshops over there..

though the translation part can get quite boring at times=X

Japanese designers are so diff frm the local ones

and they are really lucky to have a market who will cater to their

design aesthtics..unlike here.

however i still aspire to be like them.

at least it gives me the drive to move on in this industry

not sure how long i will survive..but i will definitely hang on till the last min..

staying commercial and being creative at the same time

is going to be my biggest challenge from now on.=)

We also get to visit Yohji Yamato Flagship store too!

and also visited Limi Feu S/S 2011 exhibition!!!

i mean really touching and feeling her clothes that are being

featured on the runway!!!

Limi yamamoto spoke to us too but sucha pity we din tk a photo with her

anw..the collection was superb and i feel ultra cool to be there man!

love her air, love the store, love her design aesthtics, love her vibe, love

how buyers come and make orders, love how so many things are happening

at the same time in the store but everybody still stay so cool,stylish, professional

and classy!coooool ttm!!

Would really like to visit Japan again! Summer probably!

next year?the year after next?

i can wait.=) will start saving and earn more now!!

my 1st resolution for 2011 =D

2010-10-20T21:09:00.003+08:00

Tokyo Invasion in 5 days time!!=D

excited yet worry i will overspent!

been splurging quite alot lately..

especially on DSLR n macbook pro.=X

although its for work purposes.

i claimed.

I shld be excited abt the trip but i'm not as

much as i thought i will be.

欠打right?

Many issues not cleared yet and production!

I expect delays again!ahhh~~

i hope i get it done just in time for the show on 26th Nov!

Cant imagine its been almost one year!!

i survived that! n i swear year 2 gotta be much more better!

on my part at least!

cant wait to do the photoshoot for my festive collection!

one man show again!sad!

i seriously needs lotsa props!

squeezing my creative juices again, i hope it works.

work aside. life at home n with mr chew are pretty gd..

i love the fact that we are all willing to put down our ego

and accompromise with each other.

its not easy but i guess its bcos we all 输不起吧..

because we cant do without each other..

because we still want each other in our life..=DDD

kkkkk

my shoulder hurts..shld be becos of the massage ytd?

or maybe its due to the body combat last week.

HAhhhh..

been running lately though!

haha..kinda proud!lol

hor mr chew??

i feel lighter nowadays!!

49!!sooon man!!

woohoo!!

Illustrations, accessories making, accounts to do tonight!

Holiday mood already..

HOWSSSSSS?????

2010-10-17T01:39:00.001+08:00

睡不着:(

2010-10-16T10:02:00.000+08:00

2010-10-14T13:49:00.001+08:00

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2010-10-13T22:22:00.003+08:00

Thanks for jogging with me tdy despite having to study for testsss.

hahhhhaaa,

jiayou jiayou!!!

Date me after your test!haha

before i fly to Japannnnn..

2010-10-10T16:53:00.000+08:00

痛死了。
痛死了x100000000000000

2010-10-07T00:53:00.001+08:00

有时候真的很想揍你，鸡蛋炒鸭蛋！！！！

=(3

可不可以不要每次用脑袋想，偶尔用心想嘛，讨厌！

2010-10-06T15:05:00.003+08:00

慧慧名言之第一话：

我爱你，你爱我，我们在一起的时候很开心，就够了，就对了。

2010-10-02T10:48:00.003+08:00

my uncle woke us up at 7.30am tdy for breakfast!

-_-"" n my sis told him our brekkie time is 12pm usually!

hah~ but he was too loud and we couldnt went bk to sleep

so got outta bed after that.

din went for brekkie with him either.

end up cooking maggie..

cos he couldnt wait for us to wash up and stuff

so he went to eat first.ahaha~

so now its only 10.51am..

its been long since i woke up so early on a SATURDAY morning

haha. n i got to chat with one of my kid in sch.

i kind of miss him la!

but he speaks like a young adult now!

i got a shock when he said

"I can totally understand the amount of pressure you are handling right now"

when i told him im busy with my shop.

AHAHA~

im touched but at the same time..i feel like laughing out loud..

its the first time someone told me this ya noe?

n i din expect it came from a p5 boy..

haha

n he even said

"cannot be too timid to express my feeling to people sometimes!"

n i went "huh,wad kind of feeling?"

haha..he is quite a popular figure in sch la..

i hope not the notorious kind, but he kind of mix with either the upper or lower

primary kids well..haha.so i thought of BGR when he said that

guess im more childish den him.haha

aiya..miss them ttm!

i thought i can went back to see them ytd!

but i forgot it was a sch holiday for them!

shall go during childcare concert!

cant wait to c them perform!

im so proud of them!!!=D

new look

2010-09-30T16:40:00.002+08:00

Ta-DAH!
I changed my layout. AGAIN.
was browsing through the new blogskins and i found this!
simply love the colour theme!
Guess now i can handle html better than before.
yeah.

have been staying at home for the past two days.
done with accessories.FINALLY
will be up on the sales floor tmr!
Oct Sales depend on that le!
pathetic hur..=(

Anw, i dreamt of my angels last night.
I miss them.
Its childrens' day tmr, i hv an urge to pop by lar.
shld i?
but i've got no budget to buy presents for them!
i do it every year..
if i turn up empty handed..
they wld be disappointed bahx..
=(

no sales+ no wages+no production= many many debts =(
n im leaving for Japan end oct.
for the Mission trip organised by Parco/Taff/Spring.
Grant better come in before that.
So sick of having no income la.
feel so useless.
thinking of alternatives now.
=(

Dear just called and i need to go for a run le.
Shiats!!i hope i dun faint halfway!
MR CHEW! i tell you the timing later.
=/

Happy 6th Month At USS =D

2010-09-19T01:27:00.004+08:00

LAO DA! HAPPY 6TH MONTH YO!!=DD
i love the giant cup and the lanyard lar!=D

Super nice can=DD

And i really enjoyed a great deal ytd at USS..with u and frens!

Lets tk mummy ride again next time k!=D

I will remember to scream my lungs out!

no worries =D

Dont bully Ah Ming k? haha

(the one with the mandarin oranges!)LOL..

Love you!

2010-09-13T00:33:00.002+08:00

jogging with lao da tmr!n universal studio this coming fri!

woohoo! my intention is to go tk photos only hor laoda..

dun force me on the rides! Im afraid i cant hold back my fear n tears.

haha dun think Mr chew can tk it too, right?

we go walk walk n tk pics n tk some easy rides jiu hao ok?

haha, to think i actually postpone my mentor meeting bcos of USS.

n my mentor even ask me to enjoy my pak tor.

GREAT! this is good karma=D

Anw my relative frm msia came to visit us..

it was their first trip to spore so we showed them ard.

okay, my mum did most of the job la

so it was MBS,jurong point,bak kut teh, MBS, kite flying, MBS,

prata etc for the past one week.

i lost track of my calories calculation already.

shit.

Workwise, still stagnant on the salesfloor.

works piling up; production/eshop delayed

managed to sign a contract with one eshop though

gonna launch next mth =D

n oso got in contact with a local supplier for international

n super nice/authentic/one of a kind fabrics!woohoo!

First time i got excited over fabrics!

Most importantly, all at reasonable prices!

save the hassle of going oversea sourcing too!

they have everything that i need!

Cant wait to get the fabrics n start my production!

Im ready! but not financially!

Pls..ti kong pek.. i need to strike toto tmr =(

2010-08-29T21:45:00.003+08:00

This hateful feeling is back..hate it ttm!
hate getting angry and explaining why.
hate to realise im just angry with myself afterall.
hate to pretend im alright when im not.
hate more when i realised im fighting alone.
all these while.
nobody knows.

September is gonna be a super busy month!
With workshops,production and online boutiques coming up real soon!
Anticipating but theres really alot to be done right now. =P
Kinda stress i hope this phase will pass soon!
Anw, received a gd news from lau dis morning!
Congrats babe!
Happy for you la!
Cant wait for your updates man!
N your dolphins encounter too! =D

2010-08-20T01:00:00.001+08:00

ndinokuda =D

鐵達時 Time Is Love 2010電視廣告

2010-08-11T23:38:00.005+08:00

Loving this commercial ttm!
Finally sth new from the daily commercials we see everyday.

It really kept me thinking abt the story and how did the director link the story to 'time'..afterall its still a watch commercial.
btw the watch really did caught my attention la, was thinking female leads in drama seldom wear watches.LOL

I really love productions that trigger my curiosity to know how they
derived with the concept and story, and also viewing from the director's point of view, to see what he sees and how different is it from my own. I get surprises sometimes.

耐人寻味。。Nice. =D

Recruit Chew =D

2010-08-11T02:07:00.006+08:00

我喜欢一想到你就会笑的自己

更喜欢会让自己笑的你　

你咧？

闷。

2010-08-11T01:10:00.005+08:00

It must be the perfectionist in me..
or the egoistic me..
or maybe im just being autistic or anti-social
i dunno.
they sort of build up walls and create barriers ard me.
so much i can do yet i hesitated
so much i wanna do yet i refrained
so much i need to do yet i procrastinated
contradicting yet so true.
is passion really enough to survive this journey?
i need something extra
something original
something fun
something simple
something out of the box
something exciting
where can i find them?
i feel caged.
in my own world.
a world no one understands.

Maybe its time for some inspirations to ignite and trigger the passion in me once again.

I know its(passion) already in me.
But it tends to hide itself up when facing reality.
=(

But before heading out to look for inspirations, i need to settle a few issues first.
Money not in yet and its hindering my progress and production of new collection.
Worse of all, its affecting my sales now!!!Massive drop sia. Can vomit blood. No proper wages for a period already.

I want to hire a boss lar!

And also to clarify, a boss is just a title only. Being a boss is pathetic, esp those
白手起家 ones..tsk, when can i taste my fruiittsssss?
Or will i even bear fruits ultimately?? =(

Tsk,i say the best boss are those who owned kopitiams lar!!
shake legs and collect money at the same time!
SHOOOOOOOOO　GOOOOOOOOOD!!!

New skin

2010-08-09T01:58:00.004+08:00

New layout again!! =D
been wanting to change long ago, sick of the old one already
almost spent the whole day photoshopping sia.
cos lappy hanged lotsa times, hoping to get a new one soon.
REAL soon hopefully.
Finance hasnt been good and stable for a period of time already.
SIANZ=X
Gonna get back to serious work from tmr le,
since bf oso need to work, better keep myself occupied!
n i certainly need to think of ways to generate more income for myself
and improve sales for uncvrd already.
Fortunately a few eboutiques and company have approached me, gotta get bk to
them tmr!!Hope gd news come soon!

CJM!jyjy!After yog, lets go for a date!muahahaha!n u promised me aftershock hor! =DD

<3

2010-08-03T13:18:00.001+08:00

其实我很介意

超介意。

也很小气 =X

2010-07-26T22:23:00.003+08:00

sunday.koi.cycling.sambal stingray.rain.blackout.YOU <3<3<3

2010-07-09T00:54:00.003+08:00

恋爱中的人是不是会不知不觉变得很幼稚啊？
最近觉得自己超幼稚的。。
不过幼稚得很开心啦。。

okay, back to work! =D

2010-06-12T18:53:00.002+08:00

I chanced upon this song online again, so decided to post this up.
This song nv fail to make me play it on a repeat mode everytime i hear it.

Nice.

2010-04-18T23:26:00.003+08:00

haha, though the card can be a lil better, i still love them!

tgth with the 1st one from the same series =DDD

Yummy durian puffs he made for me, but with guidance from a fren.haha.

SURPRISINGLY NICE!!!! haha

seriously im craving for more NOW!haha

Tadah, my "masterpiece"! Response not very good, but i tried my best.

Maybe the recipe not gd enough!LOL

actually im quite proud of this, at least appearance i gave myself 99.5.

haha..i did another one initially but i toppled the whole thing so i redid it!

the previous wan was a 100 marks.haha..too bad CJM

HAPPY 1st MONTH CJM!!
Yes!and many many more to come!=D

2010-04-12T23:50:00.003+08:00

♥

My dearest bf demanded a post abt him.so nah, here it is!

Initially i wanna blog after our official 1st monthsary, but he cant wait!

i think he stalks my blog everyday and waiting for me to blog abt him.

haha, CJM, dun blame me =D

Haha HANDSOME, Happy?lol

ps. i believe 1703 will strike one day =DDDD

2010-04-11T02:08:00.002+08:00

lau, i did this test too. zhun dao~~~

卢传慧的內在想法

*思想細密，想得多又遠，而且很有耐心
*很會分析、摸索他人的心態，且說出自己中肯的看法
*不喜歡被別人猜中心事，一旦被猜對行為後就會立即作改變
*非常有同情心，看到可憐的人會想要幫助他 (Not all sadly)
*是個感性的女生，容易多愁善感

卢传慧的外在行為

*外表看起來自信堅強，但其實很容易被閒言閒語所傷，但不會表現出來
*靭性很強，遇到麻煩事也不會被擊倒 (not all the time)
*表面上會接受他人的意見，但內心是堅持自己的 (im so sorry but this is damn true)
*有時很悲觀、跳不出自己的框框 =(
*即時知道自己做錯了，還會硬錯到底，死不悔改 ( i will still amend my mistakes ultimately la)

2010-03-29T12:10:00.002+08:00

why adults only asked why when things cropped up???

"why dont you do this in the first place?" ," why not follow my suggestion?"," why don't you listen to me?"....why dont you do this or do that den this would'nt happen.
Do they even want an answer when they asked why??i doubt so.

seriously i dont know why i can still put up with all this shit at this crucial hour , immuned or unfeeling?

i dunno why.can this be an ans?????

guess thats how my level of tolerance comes about.damn.

2010-02-07T01:30:00.003+08:00

supposed to start work hours ago but got hooked on the tv right after i came hm
(chn 5 was showing final destination 3!)den washed up and here i am infront of my comp.

had swensen's ice cream buffet earlier on with weirdos at ion=)
SINFUL but it was nice chatting our evening away and enjoying the ice cream
at the same time=)))
thanks for the polaroid babes!im lovin it!
how about a DSLR next year????hahaha
since i've got lomo n polaroid from u guys already.LOL

actually i luv us being frank to one another,
i think thats a kind of telepathy we shared among ouselves right?
Though we tend to have some misunderstandings and doubts ,
but when the air is cleared, i believe we are still WE afterall ?
so being frank is important!haha
did i make the correct conclusion?
anw, i dun believe we meet for the sake of meeting right!!!
NO!!!i treasured every meetup k!!even when i got so much to do!!
i believe u guys treasured it as much as i do yea =))
lets keep this going by playing our part alrite??=))

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1 more week to cny!= 1 more week of chionging before i can rest for CNY!
2 more months before launching!
i had to get 24 styles done before that (fyi, dats about 500 plus of garment to produce)
n 150 press kits for medias!
n a photoshoot for my eshop and editorial use!
i am excited about the whole thingy but am pressurized over the deadline as well!!!!
wad if...wad if....i got no inventories to sell upon launching???
dats darn scary...

btw, peeps pls go parco webby to register for member so that you can attend the opening ceremony and get to shop at Parco Marina Bay ahead of the public on 31st March!!!!
(official opening to the public will be on Aprils' fool)
=)))))))))im still EXCITED about the whole thing larrrr!!!!

2010-02-01T01:34:00.000+08:00

NOW, FIGHT!!!

2010-01-25T02:09:00.003+08:00

FATE?

Bullshit.

Dont Make Urself Sound SO NOBLE!
GET LOST!!!!
AND OUT OF HER WORLD!

2010-01-23T00:26:00.003+08:00

My weekend tasks:

1) pack desk and shelves

2) arrange sewing kit

3) arrange garments and racks

4) Discard unwanted fabrics

5) Bookkeeping

6) Collecting samples from contractor

7) Draft And Sew 24 styles =((((

i shall c how many tasks i can complete by mon..

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz..........................

cant wait for CNY now!

i want a break!

sick.

慢慢等

2010-01-20T22:26:00.001+08:00

慢慢等 by 韋禮安
My current fave on ipod. Nice =)

2010-01-19T13:35:00.000+08:00

有些人的人生，
是直達車有些人卻是慢車，
中間總要經過許多站，經歷許多人…

有人總是下錯站，坐過頭，
不是錯失了窗外風景，
就是錯過了身旁的人
沒有人知道，能陪自己坐到終點站的

会是谁。

2010-01-19T00:57:00.000+08:00

Best 原点 i've ever heard =)))))))))

2010-01-19T00:52:00.001+08:00

我想重点是已经变了的人事物，都不可能再回到原点了吧。

2010-01-18T02:09:00.001+08:00

真的是能说变就变的吗？

2010-01-10T23:20:00.003+08:00

很感动对于梦想的执著还在。。

这样就够了。=）

2010-01-07T23:51:00.002+08:00

i just realise each lozenge of strepsils can only be dissolve in the mouth every 2 to 3 hours.
but i've swallowed 9 in this 6 hours.
im stil craving for more and i ate it like the way i chew mentos =P
shiats.

2010-01-07T00:22:00.002+08:00

Back to work n MORE WORK.

ps. Doing Yoga early in the morning is darn shiok!

要满足你们的不知足，好累。
值得开心的事为什么瞬间会变得那么复杂？
我始终融入不了你们的国度。。
好像外星人一样，
一点都不了解你们。
虽然看得懂，但却很不明白。
不明白所以很生气。

2010-01-04T14:38:00.000+08:00

生日快乐=）

2009-12-31T01:21:00.002+08:00

Finally its the last day of 2009!
a rather symbolic year becos its the year i turned 21 !
but its ending soon! the part that i dreaded most.
=(

anw,it has been a rather packed yr.
having 2 fashion shows in a yr are the least expected
but glad its all over.
i foresee 2010 to be even busier.
but im all mentally prepared for it and im anticipating!!!
i know things gotta change for me to move on.
or rather i need to move on for things to change ard me.
i know i cant be doing things i like 24/7, though i very much wanted to.

Somehow i see 2010 smiling at me hopefully it will be a great year ahead!
oh yea.more travel opportunities are welcome too!
n lastly i hope my loved ones and friends are blessed and
at the pink of health at all times=))

HAPPY　２０１０！！！！！

HUAT AH!=))))))))))))))))))

2009-12-29T00:38:00.004+08:00

i just realised its my last week being twenty one!
so darn fast!
not ready for it yet.sianzz
not ready for 2010 either.
-_-

anw.i had a great x'mas =)
thanks babes for all the gifts, meetups, dinners and cards=)))
love them ^_^

my relatives from msia were here for x'mas too.
so i self declared holidays to accompany them.
haha..an excuse for me to slack actually.
but i finally get to enjoy a decent rest after soooooooooo long.
NICE<3

btw,i MUST get a driving license next yr!!!
i feel so incomplete and useless without it!!
i cant wait to drive man!
then i can drive them anywhere i like next time! =P

sorry for the randomness but i wanna fly!
i feel so trapped in spore!
i miss the sky in huddersfield, contance cottage, primark, manchester,H&M,train rides,
sainsbury...

i miss my freedom.

2009-12-15T01:37:00.005+08:00

你是不是也好久都没这样笑了？

话说，地球其实没有那么危险，不过住在地球上的人类，

最危险的时候，就是面对一个对你笑的敌人。

可是当你也开始对着敌人笑的时候，

是不是也渐渐成为一个危险人物了？

不过，当你不屑物以类聚的时候，

往往都是被留下来的一群， 你会愿意做那一群人吗？

我最累的时候从来都不是因为工作，而是面对所谓的你们。

2009-12-12T22:24:00.003+08:00

december is usually the fave month i look forward to each year.
turning on the festive mode and getting all ready for a brand new year,
but this year,it seems different, the joyous mood hasnt hit me yet!!!
instead, i got hit by tonnes n tonnes of unexpected workload that
come knocking on my door 1 month earlier to celebrate x'mas with me=(((((
doing a one man show is no fun at all.NO FUN.=(
i AM grateful for the opportunity given larh.
but still..Tsssssssssskk.
mentally drained.
anw,i guess yoga helps a little.
it made my body ache until i refrained myself from moving about,
therefore, glued to my chair and keep drawing.=))))
n indeed i drew up 3/4 of the layout pad.NICE.

2009-11-30T01:22:00.001+08:00

i think/guess/know what i want.
i am looking/waiting/hoping
for something really
deeeeeeeepppp
from the bottom
of the heart =)

2009-11-27T23:45:00.005+08:00

下一站，幸福 =）

Vaness is so hot in the show!!but how, i love this didi more!!!
=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)

watch this!n u'll love him too!!=)

2009-11-27T22:20:00.002+08:00

im soooo going taiwan for x'mas and new year countdown next year!!!!
woohoo!!!

(how i wish it was this yr though, but its ok!
pretty sure the thought of this
will keep me energised for the whole year round!=)

2009-11-24T23:58:00.004+08:00

i realised i havent mention about my shoots yet.

one week ago. i was happily planning for the shoots that are

awaiting me this week

one week later, all my hope are dashed.

super demoralising..

working with ppl from the creative industry can be really

SIANZ.

i really hate last min changes but then again who to blame.

HAIZZZZZZZZZZ.

anw.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHONG JIE NING!!!!!

may u huat big times!

haha..in lovelife especially =)

all the best babeh~

_________________________________________________

webdesign, namecards , designs for launch, ordering of fabrics, production, buttons making,sewing toiles, accounts management, letter for spring................the list goes on.

can i get all these done before the festive season or hopefully b4 cny.

so i would not carry all these with me over to the new year.

HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz.

tired.

i wanna travel again.

2009-11-23T00:00:00.002+08:00

back from my first sourcing trip to Hongkong.

bcos of my hesitation, i ended up with only 2 days to cover

my hk and guangzhou's itinery.

SUPER SIANZZZ..

but anw.glad sissy was there with me in this trip la.

so besides just doing my stuffs, i showed her ard in HK!

amazing hur.

frankly speaking,i cant recognise the routes for goodness sake.

even if iam just in MongKok itself.haha

everywhere appears the same most of the time.

despite being there thrice..haha

but iam surprise i didnt freak out at all.

applaud for me pls.haha..i figure my way out ultimately.

n even covered more places den what we initially planned.haha

=)n i've decided to go hk at least once a yr for fabric sourcing

wanna join me babes?

haha..the varieties and quantities there are much more den in spore!

that sure opens up many many doors to my designs.=)

n i found many interesting fabrics!

so i need to rework on the designs again.

stay tune for more updates yea =)